WHAT I USED TO THINK

April 4, 2026

Every day, I am noticing more and more that the things I used to think are not the things I now think.

The things I used to think created my then reality. Reality, meaning what I experience moment to moment.

What I experience now is not at all the same as then.

And it hits me … I now think completely different thoughts.

The things I now think have created my Now Reality.

It’s not that I mentally said to myself, Ellen get rid of those thoughts and choose these new thoughts instead.

It was more, the before thoughts started to become not true anymore. This is a critical juncture. I could have ignored this development and carried on per usual.

But I did not ignore this development. I noticed and I realized that these thoughts were never mine, that they were embedded in me … a deeply rooted program.

Some of the thoughts released with my newly acknowledged awareness. Some were more stubborn and I had to challenge them, telling them they were not true anymore.

Over time, I made way for what was true, my natural thoughts, to rise to the surface.

And there are always new and delightful ones to join the party.

Moment to moment my true nature IS.