outside in vs. inside out
4/3/2025
The year 2006 was a demarcation for me. It’s when I became conscious that my higher self/soul was coming on-line, trying to get my attention.
Since then I’ve realized that what’s real life or reality is whatever you are experiencing. The first part of my life I lived outside in reality.
Everything was happening outside of me and to me. There was constant conflict with my self and others. I was always waiting for the other shoe to drop. I did not have fulfillment.
I’ve come to see that outside in reality is a dulled experience and because of that, I was not aware that I was in constant conflict, that I was waiting for the shoe to drop and that I did not have fulfillment.
Waking up out of this deep slumber has been no joke! Consistent messaging, explicit and implicit, is everywhere sucking people into it. Anything that sounds like/feels like: You don’t have to face your life. Do ________ to feel better.
Insert anything that distracts you from You in the blank above. It is a subtle, deceptive loop.
I remember my husband and I had this thing we did where he would wave his hands in front of my face, and say, “you’re getting sleepy,” with kind of sing-songy voice. And I would feign being asleep.
At the time, this felt like connection between us.
And although I couldn’t know this then, it was actually an agreement, albeit silent, to stay in that dulled energy.
Until my soul interrupted me, I thought my experience was simply “reality.” Actually, I didn’t think about it at all … it just was. In truth, outside in living is only one reality.
The power and possibility to change your experience, to literally live a new reality on a day to day basis - lies within you.
Inside out living means consulting your highest self/soul to determine what is true for you. It is about you, choosing the REALness of You and living that out in everything you be, say and do.
Inside out living cannot participate in the slumber loop.
It IS possible to BE YOU, in your organic state, with nothing outside of you disturbing your equilibrium.
Here’s to never having to escape your Life. xoxo